My chest pains is the reason why I hate crying, why I've always tried to keep my cool about stuffs, why I've always NEEDED to remain a happy girl.

Haven't had the chest pains for a few months, it's suddenly back. Lols.. Nobody believes what I'm saying anyway. THE PAIN IS FELT BY ME, NOT ANYONE ELSE. I don't expect anyone to understand this kinda pain cos they're not the ones going through it.

你放手却困住了我
Trap me in your heart forever, cos that's where I wanna be. Even if you're no longer here anymore..

Maybe this is for the best afterall... Maybe it's time for acceptance after a long time of denial..