Happy 2010 people.
2010 marks a new start, a new year.
Thus, a new blog!

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See you guys and have a blessed year 2010!

I miss you, dear.

Today is the last day that I will be 18. No time to do a reflection of my past 1 year, I'm heading over to Evon's place for a class bbq!

Powerhouse tomorrow! Yay, finally!

My chest pains is the reason why I hate crying, why I've always tried to keep my cool about stuffs, why I've always NEEDED to remain a happy girl.

Haven't had the chest pains for a few months, it's suddenly back. Lols.. Nobody believes what I'm saying anyway. THE PAIN IS FELT BY ME, NOT ANYONE ELSE. I don't expect anyone to understand this kinda pain cos they're not the ones going through it.

你放手却困住了我
Trap me in your heart forever, cos that's where I wanna be. Even if you're no longer here anymore..

Maybe this is for the best afterall... Maybe it's time for acceptance after a long time of denial..

If only things were just as simple as I love you, you love me.

I am being too emotional for my own good. Instead of giving love, I'm giving stress inside. Today marks the first day I've put my determination into backing off from this whole situation.

I've said before, I will use my own hands to break my own heart just to leave you. I can tell that you no longer care for me as much as you did. Cos everything else comes before me now. Don't know what to reply, then you don't bother replying anymore, without caring that I'm waiting for your reply. Don't feel like replying, then go MIA. Never thought of how I would feel when you don't contact me.

It's okay, my feelings are transparent.

My feelings will be inexistent from now on.

Goodnight.

I need some booze and ciggz to numb this.

Just let me be the one to take it all.
Let me be the one to carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.

It's just 4 more days to my fucking birthday.
Everything's cocking up now..

Let me get drunk on that day, don't stop me.